Hi, I'm a 27 year old girl.
A year ago I took Citalopram hexal,Xanax,and Nortriptyline for my depression and long term and crippling left sided headaches which wouldn't go away even with the strongest pain killers.About four days after taking the pills,I experienced a terrible shock.Suddenly my whole body went ice-cold(especially the top of my head),together with strong heart beats and vision impairment.It was like I was dying. Since then my headaches disappeared.Instead something happened to my frontal lobe as if it doesn't function and my depression got worse,and I feel I'm losing touch with reality and myself and I started feeling suicidal.About my frontal lobe, the symptoms are so strange and agonizing that I may lack words to explain them accurately.There is a kind of tension,pressure (as if my brain is inflamed and about to implode),zapping,jamming,feeling poisoned(all without pain),vision weakness,and feeling like falling unconscious a few times.Can it be fake medicine?please help me. I've tried everything from music therapy to all kinds of antidepressants . none even worse, though they always helped my depression in the past. All doctors agree that it's a psychological and psychosomatic condition, but I blame the pills for my condition, cause I had never experienced such a thing in the past, not untill taking those pills. But doctors disagree. Please help me.
Thank you.