Hello everyone, im 20 years old and have been dealing with a weird "ocd" now since i was 7.. i only remember recognizing it once i was 10 or 11 but my parents tell me of how ive been doing it for a long time. I guess ill try to explain it as best as i can. I have an obsession with "squaring out" square objects with my head on an intense level, rather it be a television, billboard, computer, ANYTHING square, i will keep my eyes in the center of the object, able to read and completely focus on it, but my head with start at the left top hand corner of the square, then physically in a small motion with my head will follow the square down, right, up, then left to return to where i started. I will continue to keep "squaring out" the object for minutes at a time, then i will catch myself doing it and stop, but am only able to stop for a couple seconds. I dont want anyone to think my dad is an ******* for this but until i was about 16 he would watch me everytime i would do it and laugh and say " You better stop that your heads going to fall off oneday" I would get so hurt and angry at him for that, i eventually ended up physically trying to hurt him because it was so stressful. He doesnt do that anymore because he knows its a serious thing for me and i never grew out of it. I cant watch tv or a good movie without getting laughed at, thank god the movie theatres are so dark... I just want to stop.. i want to be normal and not have to deal with this anymore.