May I have obsessive compulsive HIV and infectious diseases.
Actually, I'm still obsessed with this issue even though I haven't had sex with anyone for many years and haven't injected drugs at all. But the thought of this problem kept lingering in his mind. When I go out, I'm afraid of stepping on a needle. When I went for a health checkup, I was afraid the nurse would forget to change the blood needle. When I go out to eat and use toothpicks, I'm afraid that people will reuse someone else's old toothpicks. When I go to get a dental filling done, I'm afraid that the tools won't be clean, so I just think about this problem all day long. When you go to work or have something to do, you don't think about it. Every day you take a day off from work and stay home, you start thinking again. In the past two years, I have been tested for HIV nearly 50 times to the point that the nurses thought I was mentally ill. I went to a psychiatrist and was given medication, but it only improved my sleep, but my thoughts kept lingering in my head. No matter what I did, I saw the risk of HIV. Watching movies or news about people with HIV makes you start to worry about whether it was a warning from God or not. I was so obsessed that every time I went for a test, I had to wear the exact same outfit to feel secure