Okay everyone I am desperate. I was diagnowed with severe ocd specificallyspecifically relationship OCD after coming off celexa (I weaned off as instructed). Well anyway I got intrusive thoughts wondering if I loved my very loving boyfriend anymore. I doubted everything... had break downsand decoded to go back on celexa got suicidal... the whole 9... long story short... I was switched to lexapro and am now starting week 4. I still get intrusive thoughts about my relationship to the point I want to run but I know deep down I love him so much. I constantly seek reassurance .. anyway beginning week four I am crying at the drop of a hat, doubting everything, feel no connection with anyone or anything which makes this whole relationship OCD even worse, and I am constantly exhausted wanting to sleep.
I know he loves me but he is exhausted and feels defeated and I just don't know what to do...?
Should I stick it out with lexapro? Could this be the celexa coming out of my system while lexapro is trying to take effect?
Lastly my dosage for lexapro is 20mg, and doc maDE me go straight from 20mg of celexa to that no weaning the second time