I am having my second child my son as well i have 42 days left and i am scared again but my first went well. Tbh my sister scared the crap out of me and i was terrified but it isnt that bad i rather enjoyed it and when u see your baby for the first time all those worries and bad memories fly out the door. You will be soo in love and amazed that u wont remember any pain ... good luck !!!
My first pregnancy o heard loads of horror stories about labour. Just go in nice and relaxed and open minded. Each and every pregnancy and labour abd differwnt. Honestly. I know easier said than done but being relaxed made it easier for me. As my midwife said 'only person who could talk, laugh and smile through it all' one actually came into my room for a rest and chat.
Im a first time mom and just had my son on 9/20. I had felt the same way, i was terrified of labor since i hear horror stories of csections, tearing, and of course the pain. To be honest, my labor went well and i feel like i can do it all over again. Contractions are unique to every individual but you can do it!