I can understand why your feeling the way you do. .... but just stay positive. .. everything happens for a reason.... try surrounding yourself with positive people who will keep you in a good mood. .. hang in there sweetie. .. everything will be ok.
Try 2 feel urself with relaxing me time. Soothing music, warm bath. Don't worry about 2mrw it will hve it's own anxities. Try 2 focus one day at a time & do something for urself each day. U are strong & thngs will get better. Hang in there!
Thats ment im 17 weeks pregnant sorry.