Awww oh man :( it's OK. Making me tear up just reading this. I literally felt your pain. I understand your discomfort and lonelyness. Its OK I promise. You have every right to feel this way but try not to wallow. I watch funny videos like AFV and ridiculousness. Shows that make me laugh on purpose :) I hate being stuck in the house too. Take advantage of these weird warm days and lay in the sun on a blanket outside of you can. The sun really helps brighten our mood and it's so relaxing. Take time to enjoy it read a book outside. Books are awesome during this time because they take you to another place. You are not alone and you are loved by many. This too shall pass <3
I was like that before I delivered. I was due February 24th, had him the 13th. Wish I could tell you for me it got better but I cried even more after I had him over seriously everything and then when he would be in his crib at night I would barley sleep because I was worried he would quit breathing. Everything freaked me out at first. But I was told by many that's it normal to feel that way. Your bundle of joy will be here soon :-) get excited mama! I was sop to be induced and went into labor at olive garden the day before lol. So prepare!(: good luck! I wish you all the happiness in the world!