You don't have to have the needle. ;)
Just remember your body will take over and you'll forget the fear.
heaps of pain. And then heaps of joy.
If it was that terrible everyone would only have 1 child. ..
I feel the same way u do. .... I'm also a ftm I'm 34 weeks nd due Dec 7th but I wanna go over nd have mii babii on Dec 14th, cause dats her daddy bday