so i have been in what the drs are calling early labor since wednesday,contractions keep getting to 3 mins apart and then after a few hrs they space out and everyday they are getting stronger..well the dr thinks i may need potocin to make them strong enough to get me to dilate past 3 which he can not give me intill after tomorrow when i am 37 weeks,the problem now is i have done been to l&d so much that i do not want to go back and i am actually feeling something "her"m ove in my pubic area..not in my vagina lol but down low enough to where it is scary and painful as crap,my contractions have picked back up but i know the drs will not let me have her intill after tomorrow or my water breaks or i start dilating, have you ever been to the point to where you just dont know when to go back to l&d? I feel like a big baby myself cause i keep saying i dont want pain meds but sometimes i get to the point to where i feel like i just cant take it anymore..i know bella would be better baking for another 2 to 3 weeks but sometimes i feel liek screaming at people who tell me that lol, they are not waddling around with a baby so low in there croch they cant barely move..well anyways this is just me venting for a min and to kinda give a update lol