Let him leave let him go you and your baby will be okay it will be hard but nothing worth having is easy
It is a blessing, especially having miscarriages.. And I have heard from women its very hard after abortion. My own mother aborted one child as my father didn't want anymore and have to say - she is still not forgiving this to my father and herself.
Women are so strong. Stronger than you think. And this little baby might give you more motivation and inspiration in life every day! But its hard to tell as we don't know your situation..
Keep well!
Only you can answer that hunni with whats right for you. Hope you're ok and sending you virtual hugs xxx