I am so glad to read some of your posts as I've been feeling the same way! I am almost 6 weeks and I've actually been feeling pretty good. It worries me too because I felt fine my last pregnancy and then when I went for my first u/s I found out I had a missed m/c. I don't go to the drs until this coming friday...I am getting anxious. I have been really tired but then there are days when I feel fine...some days I feel really bloated and some days I dont...so...I guess we shouldn't worry yet (yeah right)!
At 4 weeks I felt wonderful! I had lots of energy, no morning sickness, no nothing! I thought to myself "this is going to be an easy pregnancy I guess" HA!!! ... now, at 7 weeks, I feel awful! Ha ha! I have terrible morning sickness and at night I feel even worse! I have to force myself to eat something in the morning, and NOTHING sounds good. It's really bad, I can't even cook dinner for my family right now because the thought of food grosses me out.
So... you shouldn't expect too much right now, wait till you're further along... and then expect symptoms. If you don't have any... YAY!!! you're one of the lucky ladies! Your numbers should be reassuring that things are going ok.
at 4 weeks I wasn't feeling TOO horrible, mostly just tired and mood swings, and mild case of a few other symptoms. As the numbers increased I started to feel it much more, I think when they got somewhere in the 5,000's is when they really picked up, and by the time they were 10,000 (6 weeks) things were really raging!
Some women go months with out knowing there pregnant because they don't have symptoms, So far your numbers were good, and after tomorrow when you see what they are I'm sure you'll feel much better!
I hope it's not a bad sign because I'm the same way as you. I'm 6 weeks today and feel pretty good. I get easily tired and my boobs HURT!! That's about it. DH asked me this am when morning sickness was gonna start. I gave him an evil eye!! LOL It hasn't started and I hope it doesn't! I feel my worst right before bed. During the day though..I feel great!! You'll be ok!!
I have another beta tomorrow. (First was at 153... I'm estimating an early 4 weeks preg there). They are monitoring me more closely this time to make sure the levels are increasing steadily. They want to see over 1000 this time (putting me at around 5 weeks along). If over 1000, I get an ultrasound to date the preg. If under, I get another week and more blood draws.
I'm worried sick!! I know exactly when I conceived (pretty obvious since I only had 1 chance during my ever so busy schedule to fit that in... *chuckle*) so there is no question in my mind about the date....even marked it on the calendar.
I'm crossing all of my digits, legs, arms, eyes, etc... in hopes that everything is going to be ok with this one.
I know the worry, and a lot of women don't "feel" pregnant till about 6 weeks, some never "feel" pregnant till there belly starts to grow! I don't think it's a bad sign, but if you'r really worried tell your dr at your apt and maybe there monitor your hCG levels more closely or give you more ultrasounds to make sure?