Hi ladies, this is a kind of desperate, venting and looking for advice post. Sorry!
At this point I am honestly thinking I am dealing with a depression here.. I don't really know if there's something like pregnancy depression. My mood has been so off, I'm always down, tired... But the worst part of it all is that my husband doesn't really understand me! I've been telling him I wanted to go see a therapist and he gets upset, he says I don't need a shrink, that is his job to keep me happy not anyone else. However, he makes me feel so miserable, if I'm frustrated for whatever reason and start to cry, he blames me and says I'm behaving like a child! If I take whatever decision, he's always there to tell me that I have made the wrong one and that he has to clean the mess after me.
I know that being the husband of a pregnant woman can take its toll, I get that. He has a lot of responsibility on him, plus he takes care of our daughter and does the chores.. But he is just plain mean with me. I feel he doesn't love me anymore and when I ask he gets pissed off.
Yesterday he said to me that I'm not the woman he thought I was when we married.. That he thought I was different but now has realized I'm not that way. I'm just speechless, all I can do is cry and that upsets him even more.
I'm 32 weeks pregnant now, and I'm beginning to think this baby was a mistake