Honey, you are going to need two things, a good lawyer and somewhere to go. The second is a problem if you think he will try to kill you, you need a REALLY safe place to go. Is there somewhere? Talk to your lawyer about all of this, and don't wait.
The only place I'd be able to go is to my mom's, I don't think he'd kill me but what I'm worried about most is him keeping my son
Oh gosh, I'm glad anniebrooke has been here to help you! Abuse is no joke and going somewhere safe is important. Please stay safe. We are here if you need us and please keep in touch and let us know how you are doing. hugs