hey guys, i went to the doc today and he said that my cervix still hasnt softened. boooo. he sent me for a non stresstest at the hospital, and everything turned out good. apparently i was having consistant contractions the whole time i was hooked up to the machine, and i couldnt feel them. so the nurse phoned my doc... and he said to make me an appoinment for the soonest induction. well, september is suppose to be a record birth month in my city... and it shows. my induction date isnt until.... NEXT THURSDAY! i almost cried when she told me. they have me as an alternate for next tueday, but chances are pretty slim that i'll get in then. its not the fact that i have to wait another week to see my baby, its because the doctor thinks this baby may already be about 9lbs... by next week, its gonna be the size of a toddler!!!! lol i am PETRIFIED! my daughter was 9lbs 1oz and we werent expecting her to be that big... what if my baby is 12 pounds?? OMG, i really dont want a c-section. i need to deliver this baby naturally... what can i do?
im also scared about my vericose veins "downthere"... with a bigger baby, theres more pressure, with more pressure theres a better chance that a vein could burst. agh!! help