So I know that it's been a super long time since I've been on here... I've been trying to get back into school, working, and taking care of my son. Among all of that I'm batteling PPD, which I have reluctenly gotten' help with. They put me on Cymbalta and it seems to be working alot better... I'm not as depressed and I'm not as anxious! Thank god... cuz I thought that I was going crazy for a while. Any who I'm happy now and I'm more level in my moods... I'm also taking melitonin to help me sleep at night, which is by far amazing, I've never had a better nights sleep, not to mention a full night of sleep. haha
Any who Owen is almost 8 months old!! Wholy cow, how time flys!? I feel like I should still be prego... and well I think about it 24/7 now, but I know that I want to finish school and I couldn't do that being pregnant so we are waiting for a while to start trying again. Owen started saying "da-da" about a month and a half ago and two or three weeks ago he started saying "ma-ma" and within the past few days he started to put them together and say "ma-ma-- Da-da." It's super cute!!! Ummm... he started rolling over about two months ago and there is nothing stopping him... he's crazy I always find him in goffey positions in his bed and IDK how he get's himself into-- example today I went in there to get him up and well he had one of his arms all the way out of his sleves and was sideways, uncovered, and on the oppist end of the crib. He hasn't started crawing yet, but I can only imagen within the next few weeks he will start that, and if he doesn't then he might actually walk first, because he's standing up and taking a few steps with me holding his hands. He also hasn't started cutting teeth yet... he's got a few bumps, but nothing is white and I see no teeth in there. I'm so happy and thankfull that we are progressing this quickly... or to me it's quickly, concidering just last year we were all prego at this time... LoL I find it funny to think back to how many fun and funny memeories we all have shared together!! I'm I'm defintally sorry that I haven't been around lately... I've really had no time, and this site makes me want to have more babies... and well I don't like that idea... so I guess in a way I'm trying to distance myself from it all... but I'll try and cheek in more often now that Owen is getting bigger!!
-Sarah