Can't stop crying...everything to much to bear...emotional rant

[iluvmylittleones]

It feels like everything in my life is going crappy. One minute things are fine, the next day I'm losing my mind. My fiance doesn't like listening to my problems or when I cry because he starts to feel bad when there's nothing he can do. But the longer I keep it bottled up the worst I feel. So I'm just gonna let it all out now.....

So I'm 19 years old, just moved I'm my first apartment last December.  Since then things have gotten crazy.... First my fiancee lost his job due to an injury, I stopped mine because I was pregnant.  I thought we would both bounce back..but I guess not.

Rents due and we don't have it, bills are piled up, gas and electric company are threatening to cut off our service,  we eat but toward the end of the month we hardly have food, we barely have anything for the baby and she's due in September, the finances cause problem in our relationship we argue, he's starting to annoy me, I feel like I sacrifice more then he does

I keep getting these stupid yeasts infections cause these prenatal vitamins, but I need to takethem cause I'm not always eating well. The itching makes me nuts....by hubby always wants sex but im not in the mood for it cause my vaginal issues, so he acts like a baby.

THE BIGGEST MOST ANNOYING JERK BABY EVER!! he knows out financial issues but won't change his stupid ways. When we have food, he eats it all spend the money on weed, uses all the tissue, soap toothpaste EVERYTHING!!!!

He's my biggest financial issues..he lives like we're rich but were not. Great guy just needs to mature.

[april0_0]

I'm sorry to hear so many things are raining down on you right now.
Things always do get better.
I felt the same this past month dealing with everything and everyone.
I know its hard to brush things off, but maybe you or your fiance

[april0_0]

have family who can help.

I'll pray for you guys.
Try and not worry, things do get better :)

[iluvmylittleones]

Thanks, I really appreciate it.