It's ok honey. You may not be ready, no one expects everything to be perfect. As soon as you see your baby you will know what to do will be right for you. Relax our try to. Take a day at a time.
Its normal to freak out. The best thing you can do is just take it as it comes. Read a couple books about being prego. so you don't feel so clueless ask lots of questions at obgyn appts. I am 30yrs old, having my first baby. Hubby and I have been married 9yrs, I have a house, steady income. Let me tell you something, am scared to death, about being a mom. I feel like am never going to have it all together. I am scared to make mistakes, and do it all wrong. My nursery is still a mess, I have so much stuff to get together. So dont feel bad, just take it s little bit at a time. I have been waiting for my baby girl 9yrs and I can't wait to meet her. I have faith it will all work out and everything will be just fine♡♡ good luck to you momma ♡ ♡
It's your pregnancy your hormones I'm 19 too and I used to be a party animal and on a blink of an eye everything changed but trust me I don't regret been pregnant it's a beautiful blessing :)