Yeah i honestly feel more stressed when hes around it ***** cause i feel like i have to compete against one of his friends and nah i got tired of coming 3rd in his life i guess it is for the best now i have to focus on my baby tomorrow i actually get told the sex of my bundle of joy so atlease that gets me a little happy :)
Mine runs around and is never here either even "he loves me so much bluh bluh" but he drinks, rides his new motorbike and makes out with his boyfriend (not literally but he spends all his time with some guy).. it's good and bad because I could really use his help and love but he treats me like shhh it. I'm not sure if I'm more stressed with him here or gone..
This should be a happy day for you. Did you really want someone like him around your child? Trust me this is going to save you a ton of stress. Fukc him.
It is possible to negatively effect the baby with your emotions. I know it is hard, I have been there and I'm there again. It is easier said than done but try to focus on you and the baby. Feeling a certain way will not make him come back to you or change. I believe prayer changes things and God can and will change your circumstances for the better. It may not be what you expect but trust it is for your good. Hope this helps.
Yes.. I know it's easier said then done but try to stay calm for your little one