When I first met my husband we were both in the throws of addiction. When we found I was pregnant in June I immediately quit everything except for smoking, though I am trying to quit that as well. But my husband is another story. He initially promised me he would quit everything too but that has proved not to be the case. Every time I turn around I am finding out he has lied and used something I.e methamphetamine, methadone, nerve pills, pretty much anything he can get his hands on. He keeps saying it won't happen again and that he hates himself for doing it but sometimes I feel like it will never change. I love him with everything in me but I grew up with a father that was an addict and I don't want my child to go through that hell. I've tried talking, begging, and screaming and at this point I'm at the need of my rope. He refuses to work, always has and relies on me to take care of everything. I do not and have never believed in divorce but at this point I just don't know what to do. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.