Hi Bulldog,
No, this behavior isn't normal. There are a number of things that could be going on. First, she may all along have had some sort of deviant sexual behavior, but hid it behind the good girl facade. Alternatively, she may be conjuring up these ideas as a way of stimulating herself, to maintain the relationship in the face of your questioning. Also, I'd be concerned that she may have in fact lost interest in your relationship. Sex does get less interesting as time goes by, in any relationship. But usually that's not a woman’s number one priority. Also, while I buy the idea that work diminishes sexual interest, at your age it's unlikely if it goes on for months. The house arrangements are also a red herring.
You'll need to decide on your own priorities. Is keeping her of primary importance? If so, and if you don't mind it, perhaps you'll acquiesce and try out her S/M or porn suggestions. Or accept her diminished sexuality. But that involves giving up sex for a lifetime. You'll have to meditate on this one!
If you're willing to face the possibility of the relationship ending, you can say, in effect, “absolutely not, figure out what your kinky sex is about and take care of it, or let's get into couples therapy with someone oriented toward sexual issues, or take some other path to fix things.” Such can provide a platform for figuring out whether the relationship still exists, or whether she's just going through the motions.
In any case, waiting around probably won't cut it. I could be wrong, short-term. But unless I'm missing something, I’d lay you 5 to 1 the situation won't improve on its own in any kind of permanent way.
Bulldog, you need to ask what's important to you, what you can be flexible on, and otherwise whether you have the desire and/or wherewithal to stand your ground. I can't decide that for you. But think about it, and when and if you come to a tentative conclusion, I'd be happy to discuss it further.
Sincerely,
Dr. P.
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and i suggested a separation for few months and she says no i want you with me i love you you just dont sexually satisfy me like it should feel i have less desire and passion for you.
i then asked what can we do to make you want me more and im hit with
out the blue she starts telling me she thinks we should try domination and that she wants me to be in house no clothes just her pants and apron and shell call me ***** and whip me with belts n make me do dishes n washing n stuff!!!!!!!!
and thinks we should buy dildos and other things!!!!! and we should watch porn videos
my god im still in shock she has lost desire and passion for me and she always maintained this good girl image and in 6yrs never once mentiond any sex games or videos or anything so why now?
i mean am i expected to just wait around until she decides if she has her desire back for me????? and wants me sexually again? that cant be right can it? although she says she feels certain that her fellings will return just as strong???? i thought once you lose sexual desire or interest for someone then that was that its gone?