I am very scared right now, I have dizzieness very frequently, and have a history of what has been passed off as all mental illness related probelms, I.E. anxiety, severe panic dissorder, some doctors say bi- polar, depression, fibromyalgia... I had a baby about 15 months ago, my prenancy was horrible (constant fatigue, higg BP sugar off, tachychardia dizzieness and more),I had a planned C section and i had a tubal (im now 28) and they didnt tell me anything when I had the tubal done. Just recently I found out it was possible to get pregnant even after a tubal. Being that I have been having symptoms that were a lot like when I was pregnant, but my doctors office sucks, I always get this rude, judmental, intimidating nurse when I call and she barely lets me get a few words out. I was going to go get a blood test for pregnancy, but then began to bleed, for the last 2 days I seem to be having a fairly normal period (although my periods are weird since my son was born, and I have bleeding in between) so I just bought a couple of pregnancy tests and did one, it said negative... so with having a tubal, my period going on, and a home test negative, I wish I could stop worrying.... but I am so dizzy, I went from eating like crazy, and gaining weight,to not being able to eat hardly at all, sensitive to smells (like I was when I was pregnant) anxiety,headache, nausea, my temprature is up a bit, (was 99.5 earlier, and I was hot and sweay, now down to 99.o and im cold and chilled) I have frequent small bowel movements, I am scared to death of being pregnant again, but even if I am not Im still scared..
I have been chewed up and spit out by the world of psychiatry, I am VERY sensitive to medications, (which doctors dont seem to believe, I have HORRIBLE side effects to most psychiatric meds) I cant even drink any alchohol or caffine... im so sensitive... I have had many periods of time.. moths, up to 6 or more, where I am BARELY able to function, even on the base level. Where just going to the bathroom is Hell... When I was 16 I had something happen that woke me up in the night, felt like a firecracker had gone off in my head, after that I couldnt eat, sleep, or walk.. I had to stay in my mothers room because it was closer to the bathroom... I was sure I was dying...walking a flight of stairs has my heart pounding and head reeling. I was looked at by a doctor, who did a "poke" test, and then sent me to a psychiatrist.... since then I have had horrible bouts of similar things...
I have had way too many symptoms to list... but the mind fog, the dizzieness, heart palpitations, numbness and tingling in extremeties, hot flashes, chills, tachychardia, vision weirdness, I have had some tests done, but with such scattered symtoms, and a family history of mental illness, no doctors have taken all this serioulsy. I just want to be able to have a normal life... I had to be home schooled from the age of 12 on... I have never been able to work a full time job, and I have never been stable enough to even think about trying to go to college. I want to at least be a good mother for my son, But I am so afraid of these crippling problems taking away so much... I need real help, from a good doctor who cares enough to really take a long hard look at my history, but the town im in seems to have no good doctors....My GP told me, after I went in because of a SEVERE dizzy spell that i had "probably stabbed myself in the ear with a Q-Tip" and all the other things I tried to tell him about were "vaugue"....my life has been a nightmare, always in fear of whats lurking around the corner next.... Im desperate, but in such bad shape I can hardly do anything for myself... if not for my boyfriend I dont know what I would do... I dont know where to turn... can anyone help me? there is much more to my story but I dont want to post too long...