(I'm from Portugal, so English isn't my first language.) I'm a 19 afab, mentally ill and have been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, Adhd and Aspergers/Autism at 14. I was prescribed a low quantity of antidepressants (Sertralina ratiopharm), anti anxiety meds (Aprazolam ratiopharm) and concentration pills (Ritalina). I was also given Melamil and later Risperidona Ratiopharm to help with insomnias (the last one the site says it is an antipsicotic, but I don't have psicosis? I only realized this now). I remember also having tried another medication to help sleep better, but the side effects were kind off bad and I stopped taking it (can't remember the name). Eventually I was told to stop taking the antidepressants and only take the pills for anxiety in emergencies (it was such a low dose that I stopped taking imediatly). The Risperidona was doubled a bit before that, but I was around 15-16 at the time. With covid I stopped going to therapy (not my choice), and when I made 18 that same year I stopped taking my Adhd pills (there was supposed to be an appointment when I turned into an adult but I couldn't go). Never went anymore, though not because I didn't want to.
Now, around 16, maybe before that, I started having involuntary movements, similar to a chill down my spine, which is a reaction I use to have when I'm cold. I would think I might have been cold at the time, or that I had spent to much time in front of the computer, so I didn't care that much. But they started getting worse and worse, going from once in two months at first to more than 30 times per day. It only affects the upper half of my torso, and it's extremely uncomfortable to try to avoid doing them. They don't happen if I'm concentrated (drawing/playing an instrument), but seem to appear more frequently when I'm cold, when I stare at something bright (like a computer screen), when I see a sudden movement or a loud noise. Sometimes i feel the need to force the movement when I feel an uncomfortable tickling sensation under my arms and the side of my torso. I wouldn't mind them if they didn't scare people momentarily or cause them to do jokes about it.
Sometime ago, my mom told me to read the list of symptoms for Risperidona since she though this issue may have started after the double dose of the medication, and we found involuntary movements within the list (dystonia and dyskinesia). She, being a doctor, made me slowly take less, until I was taking one pill per night again. I remember later reading about those two conditions and thought they didn't match what I had, but I didn't question my mom. The involuntary movements didn't stop, and may of may have not become worse (sometimes I spend a long time without them only for it suddenly happen multiple times in sequence, so I can't tell). I asked my mom recently if I could go back to the appointments, and she refused to do so since they were the cause of my issue. I have not seen any other doctor about this. I want a second opinion about this matter. Does anyone know what could this be? I haven't found much online about this matter cause I can't describe my symptoms very well.
P.S.: Don't know if it's relevant, but two different people who witnessed my involuntary movements compared them to Tourette Syndrome, but I think that isn't the case.