I've been very ill for quite a number of years

[Candyfloss20]

I've been very ill for quite a number of years. I've visited my physician to ask for help but he couldn't help me. I then spent thousands of dollars visiting three private physicians who could not help me either. I then changed to a different healthcare provider who could not help me either. Only one suggested carrying out any further investigations to help identify the problem. In the end I gave up and settled for being ill and possibly dying before the age of 45. I became quite depressed about the low quality of service available to me and the fact that there isn't a single person in the entire world who could help me. My general health has declined significantly throughout the years.  I recently began feeling less distressed by the whole situation and started to do some research myself, as I am aware of the enormous amount of progress that has been made on the internet and believed it is possible, to find an answer. I've now identified the problem myself (whether they all knew what the problem was and didn't want to tell me (to avoid prescribing antibiotics) is a prominent thought in my mind) and therefore I feel very reluctant to visit the physician's office again, as I'm not at all confident that I would get any help.
The problem is that I would like to buy some antibiotics online but I've currently found it very difficult without a prescription. I've gotten as far as placing an order only to find that the order had been cancelled. Can anyone recommend a legitimate site where I can get some (non-poisonous) antibiotics or is anyone aware of a non-lazy, non-careless, genuinely informed physician who isn't just money hungry? I'm willing to visit any country for a consultation to get a prescription. Just to add that, as far as I am aware, I have no psychiatric needs or dependency habit.

[SassyLassie]

Hello~You did not give us any indication as to what your feel your problem is, so, it is hard to recommend any type of doctor. I will say, I think you should see a Naturopath, they delve into issues such as yours very deeply, run many tests, some of which the "main stream doctors" don't even know about, and then they will start to prescribe solutions such as possible diet change, herbs, vitamins and minerals, etc. They may also suggest some acupuncture treatments, for me and others, they have helped immensely. Most in the US are allowed to write prescriptions as well, so, if they feel one would benefit you, they would do that as well.

I hope you start to feel better soon. God bless you.