On Sept. 11, you said you've stopped drinking since four weeks ago. This is what you posted six days ago today:
" I have been a heavy drinker for teh past three months, I'd say about 24oz of 80proof a day everyday for about 60 days straight."
Is there a county hospital you can go to? The ER of any hospital is required to take you, regardless of ability to pay. You need to go in and get checked out and helped. I don't know if it is the alcohol that caused your current symptoms or not, but you shouldn't just stay home and do nothing tangible to try to help yourself off the track you find yourself on. I feel you are crying for help by making yourself so vulnerable as to risk posting about the drinking on a public forum. I hope you go to the ER or county hospital as soon as possible!
And you need to get help with the underlying problems causing you to turn to addicting things that help numb the pain you are feeling, but aren't the real solution. If you want to know about the Great Physician Who is able to help you with those underlying issues, PM me .
I've since 4 weeks ago stopped all alcohol and drug consumption but to no avail. I feel very foggy headed almost liek I'm drunk or just like everything that goes in doesn't register but it does. I'm getting kind of scared that this might be skitzophrenia or something of that sort.
I really don't know the exact symptoms of it but I'm not having any hallucinations or anything like that I am however carrying a more aggressive attitude. Someone said something to me the other day and I really went off almost to point that I wanted to fight and every time something happens I don't usually get that suppressive mechanism that keeps me from doing things like that. It may be stress but i'm really not getting any better, psychically I feel a little better but still my mental status is out of whack. I don't really think I"m having trouble with math or any neurointensive tasks, i can add and do math just as well as I was able before but i just have these times where my entire perception of everything changes, like my vision gets distorted, like lights get brighter and darks look darker and sounds even change, its like I feel like I'm mentally not even there.
I really don't know, but this is starting to get scary.
While you don't want to discount some other cause, may I offer a suggestion?
Please get serious assistance and 24 hour accountability help in stopping the underaged drinking including addressing the underlying cause of why you have been drinking so much.
Please see side effects from drinking on this website:
http://www.superhomeremedies.com/3-effects-of-alcohol-on-the-body.html
(here's an exerpt):
"Alcohol has a biphasic effect on the body, which is to say that its effects change over time. Initially, alcohol generally produces feelings of relaxation and cheerfulness, but further consumption can lead to blurred vision and coordination problems. Cell membranes are highly permeable to alcohol, so once alcohol is in the bloodstream it can diffuse into nearly every tissue of the body. After excessive drinking, unconsciousness can occur and extreme levels of consumption (when the concentration of alcohol in the bloodstream is over 0.5 %) can lead to alcohol poisoning and death. Death can also be caused by asphyxiation if vomit, a frequent result of overconsumption, blocks the trachea and the individual is too inebriated to respond."
Also I've been a really wierd state of mind, like not altered psychologically but liek I feel light headed and liek im not as alert or with it as I usually am especially when I have the episodes.