If you're not acting on suicidal feelings, and you've started taking drugs, etc, how do you know when you should tell your doctor that maybe you need another step? I'm too broke to die. don't want to leave my daughter with my debt. it's the only thinking keeping me from throwing myself under a bus. But if they put me away or something, I can't make money so I can['t tell anybody i'm this bad that i'm worried about what i'll do. so what do i do?