Hi,
Due to a bilat mastectomy in 04, I chose a tram flap and of course sacrificed my ab muscles. It looks as if I may have recurrence and I have never been happy with the tram, always wanted the diep. The tummy tuck idea was always a bonus but the ab sacrifice never was. Mesh seems to give as time goes by and my bundled ab muscle is very large under my reconstruction as to be awful. So, with no waist, a rounded tummy of sorts, that shelf for my "breasts" to lay on, I really feel like a freak. I have never "loved" the reconstruction.
My question is this. Has there EVER been a reversal in the ab muscle, can it be returned and reattached? Has there ever been a cadaver muscle used? I know this sounds awful. I am certain that all blood supply is intact to my things they call breasts. I weigh quite a bit less than pre cancer and the less I weigh the worse this gets. And now with the possibility that I may lose these lovely jewels, to think that I gave up my ab muscles to keep only natural tissue in my body, only to now have to decide on an implant again, makes me sick.
Anything you can shed light on please?
Jan