The hardest part of my journey was admitting to myself that I was not to blame. The perpetrator is the bad guy - not the child.
I hope and pray that you will remember that. It is the first step towards healing.
Be strong and remember that you are worthy of love, and respect.
You are on the right track. Good luck and keep us posted.
Thank you so much for your comment. The biggest person I have had to cut out of my life as been my mother. To this day she has stil not owned up to a lot of things she has done I love her but I know I have to love me more . I am going to find a therapist that specializes in childhood abuse especially sexual. I am hopeful and I'm going to give it a try.
It would seem that sexual abuse was rampant in your mother's group, and maybe not even "abnormal" for them. This is not unheard of.
I hope you have cut all connections with those people. This is necessary if you are to feel comfortable in a healthy environment. You need to talk to a psychologist to help you recover from your bad sexual experiences. And you can recover. That is for sure.