It looks like you're having a little trouble knowing where to post replies to your thread. Your starting a new thread for each comment. If you go to the main addiction forum page, you will see all of your threads. Click on the title of the thread, and that will open everything, your original post, plus the replies. On the bottom of the thread, you'll see a reply box, you can type your next comment into that, that way it doesn't get confusing. Hope that helps.
I too am sorry about what you endured. I hope you got some kind of therapy along the way?
You may need to repost this to an original thread.
I'm sorry about the incident. I hope you have found peace. God bless you♡