i am a recovering alcoholic,,,,seven years clean,,relapse third dwi, haven't driven in three years,,stress luckily no one was involved...i grew up in an emotionally distant family,,,,youngest of four,,mother only screamed communication of inadequacy despite my straight a's as i was always trying to please...father did not stop abuse,,,,was molested by neighbor man at six,,,struggled wih bulimia for years,,,now i am in remission from bulimia, smoking, alcohol,,,and was using internet dating as a fix....now....i realized all too soon this is stealing my soul....i am currently taking xanax .25 mg and wellbutrin 100mg per day in junction with running five miles a day and eating healthy....hope to have my license back in a few months and would like to receive counseling for hyperhydrosis....hands/feet....social anxiety..mild depression and feelings of inadequacy...i have not received comprehensive treatment in past attempts and need advice....am a forty six year old woman,,,,mother of one beautiful son...currently separated