Hi Cricket!! Nice to see you here and Congrats on 9 months alcohol free!! You will know when you find the right fit so keep looking. When we deal with dual addictions it can seem overwhelming at times so just take those baby steps. Reaching out is very important and sometimes hard for us as we all tried to do this on our own which ended up to be an epic fail! As ibizan said, go with one hour at a time as one day at a time can seem like an eternity on occasion. I start my recovery everyday the moment my feet hit the ground. This is a great forum with amazing people so dont be afraid to post away!
Be easy on yourself,you're getting there!Baby steps!We're here for you when you need us!I've been sober/clean 31 years now and 24 hrs.is still pretty big for me.Life can change in the blink of an eye so I like one hour at a time!
Thank you! I dont have a sponsor yet. I just started meetings 3 weeks ago and just havent felt the right fit yet! I do have numbers from people to call and I have a therapist who I have been talking to about it! I know how important a sponsor is and working the steps so I am for sure looking for one!!! I have a LOT of "crap" to work through!!!! :)
Your are courageous to face your demons lady!continuing to drink will greatly MULTIPLY them!do you have a sponsor?if so enlisting their help...especially if THEY have done a 4th Step the RIGHT way...to guide you in doing yours is very helpful!we've ALL had to cleanse ourselves emotionally and spiritually!