Hello, I am worried about what my drinking has done to my body. I am 27-years old and have been drinking for 10 years, and my use has escalated throughout the years. I would say I averaged 6 drinks a day for 8 years, but this last 2 years I have gone up quite a bit, and have been consuming a gallon of vodka a week. I know how terrible that sounds, but I am currently slowing down as fast as possible, but still drinking. To be honest, I would not be able to stop drinking altogether right now, but I have tried to limit it. What worries me is that I do get sharp pains in several areas of my torso. Also, about once every month or two I will get VERY sick for a few hours. It is a weird sickness that lasts several hours in the morning and I repeatedly vomit, sweat, shake, can hardly walk, etc. I always assumed it was liver or kidneys, but seems like it may be symptoms from my pancreas. Although I'm sure all organs have been at least somewhat affected. Although abstinence is the ABSOLUTE best answer, I need help in maintaining my health as best as possible as I slowly try to stop drinking. I have no insurance, little money AND I'm scared to death of doctors. I'm looking for over-the-counter medications, remedies, diets, etc. that can help my organs maintain until I can get the treatment I need. I would like to get healthier before I go to a Doctor and get a death sentence that I would not be able to take. Thank you.