Pancreatitis does NOT come from a year of heavy drinking...it comes AFTER YEARS of VERY HEAVY drinking!A doctor who prescribes you methadone KNOWING..or perhaps he/she doesn't know?how much/how long u've been drinking for really needs their head examined!:(You need to be admitted to a detox facility and get some treatment for your problem.....or else you do run the risk of ending up dead from this!do you have any children?
It is very dangerous to withdraw off of alcohol or benzos without medical help due to seizures, convulsions, death. If you are pregnant you need medical treatment ASAP. I am sorry you are going through this, I am recovering alcoholic, heroin addict been free of all mind altering substances coming up on two years. I work 12 step program and suggest AA if you are serious about changing your life and staying sober. Good luck honey
So nice to see you here...thanks for responding and congrats on the sober/clean time!
You said you have to do this on your own....Doing this on your own got you here in the first place. Any type of addiction is a "we" thing, not an "i" thing. Given your past medical issues you NEED to get a doctor involved. Also the methadone is a nasty drug to come off of and you will need help with that. How much do you take? Please reach out for help before it is too late.
You can get through this with the help of a good doctor and support group. It sounds like your body is telling you to stop.