For a few years, my mom has been developing alcoholism and it didn't get really bad until about two years ago and this year it has gotten to the point where I've had to completely disown her, like I never had a mother. She either drinks or works and when she gets off work she gets a beer. I think she is addicted to anti-depressants, over the counter drugs, and she's now on prozac. She's physically, emotionally, verbally, and mentally abused me. Her latest thing now is that she is suing my dad and I for various reasons. I dont know what to do. I have a place to live and I'm about to move to school so I will be away from here and her. I have people who love me and help me but I'm in disbelief that my own mother could do this. I'm worn down, exhausted, devastated, and she is pretty much dead to me. How can I get past this horror? How can I get past the hurt and bitterness? How can I get to a point where when she does something, I become numb to it?
I'm so distraught... I just need answers.