Please follow the advice in the above two posts and stay away from alcohol. It will have detrimental results..
best definition of insanity i ever saw was insanity-repeating the same mistakes and xpecting different results!
I can assure you that starting this insanity again will only take you down in a big way. Why not continue on the path you are, you are feeling great so keep it going!! Being sober for 8 months is wonderful!! Do you have any type of recovery care? Take up a hobby or volunteer your time to something that is important to you.....just dont take that drink.......sara