By the way, I emphasize acceptance because this is an anxiety forum. Those of us with anxiety have a very hard time accepting things instead of judging them.
Well of course she's choosing -- you forced her to make a choice. You seem to me to be the one who needs to learn to accept others and to forgive and forget the past -- hard, I know. But this family tree issue -- her biological father is part of her family tree, Your husband is not. Those trees are based on genetic heritage, and that means her ancestry is through her biological father. This should be seen as a good thing for her, as she's proved willing to forgive his absence from her life. If you just accept this, that you both have become important to her for reasons that go with her personality which is her own, not yours, and respect her curiosity, and stop making her feel she has to choose between the two of you but can have and should have both, I think time will heal this, as it did before. Now I don't know the whole story, just what you printed here, but why isn't it okay for her to care about both of you? I hope you both come to more acceptance, without pretending humans are very good at that. Good luck.
That would be wonderful! Thanks againl
If you are on a budget you might get some help from a library. Perhaps reading other philosophies or self-help books may help. I will inbox you with one that helped me through anxiety.
I feel so betrayed as though she has chosen him over me. I shouldn't let it affect me so much but I do.
I, now know that we weren't as close as I thought. I believe that she needed my help so she made me believe that we were really having a close relationship! Basically, she used me, yet again!
As far as what she has told others about me, I can and will hold my own! I don't like the things she has said, but most of who she has told are not meaningful or influential people in my life.
I really appreciate you offering really sound advise!
I shouldn't say they aren't here to help you as I don't know them and it may be the case that they mistakenly think they are helping. You have to tell anyone you wish to keep connections with that you have no interest in what is being said about you though.
Her biological father doesn't live with you and has nothing to do with you, so try to accept that and forget he exists, like you forget the rude person in the aisle of the bus that you know you won't see again. Tell her you respect her choices, but request she not talk about him in your presence. If she won't comply, you have a lot of clues about how the pathway will lead, at least in the short term.
Ignore (and consider whether you should be cutting connections with) others who pass on what she is telling them about you or him - they are not here to help and are only interested in the gossip. I am not advising what to do with them - it is your decision, but don't allow yourself to become a stress information magnet. This means actively enforcing rules .to control the situation as much as you can, rather than passively listening to gossip.
I understand and agree with everything you have said. I was thinking the same things. You have been a big help!
Where do I go from here? Do you think I should leave things as they are or try to talk to her? She knows that having a relationship with her biological father is causing me pain!
A key is here. "How could she do this again to me, her Mother? " She is 28 so way past the age of requiring you to explain right from wrong, yet chooses to hurt you. That doesn't mean it will always be that way so don't give up, but for now you have to accept that she is an adult who makes her own decisions irrespective of yours.
Another key is here. ""She was my life." That is how you view the relationship, however she has other ideas, so try to accept that you are powerless to stop her making a conscious decision to be ungrateful. "She has been telling people all sorts of terrible things about me."