I have suffered wih anxiety for almost 5 years now
I have been through so many meds and none of them help my condition is worse now
The main problem with my anxiey is the physical side of it , i get rushes of adrenaline through my chest constantly with the motion of my breathing (i think i am he only person that gets this )
And its hard to deal and cope with life when all you can do is worry about everything and when i have the adrenaline feeling it makes me panic my breathing goes fast , its almost like when i breath in it tickles in a uowards motion and the same when breathing out like i said adrenaline ? , almost like i am always ready to go on the worlds scariest theme park ride
All i do is sit in doors , i used to have friends but anxiety has pushed every one a way
The only way i can communicate with my family is through messages because when i speak to people in person , i always get hot sweaty (well i feel like i am a kettle boiling up)
And when say a doctor is speaking to me and i am trying to listen but its like my brain goez all smushy and i am listening but its almost like i snap back into reality but i think its due to the dealing with he anxiety issues as before this i was in a waiting room with to many people so i had a mild panic attack , as soon as i got back home i felt okay i calmed down ,
I can not look people in the eye as i constantly feel weird like always embarrased over e ery situation when there is no need to be embarrassed
Its very hard for me to go out during the day and i can not speak to people so its hard for me to get help
I am 23 male
Atm i am on promazine hydrochloride 25mg/5ml
Because i spoke to my doctor as i was last on propranolol 40mg 3 tBs a day and i felt like i was ha ing more issues , i always feel like i am dying so using something that slows my heart down just never went well with my mind so i took my self of them the correct way and the doctor was fine with that
He tells me to keep doing what i am doing battling anxiety
I have never posted on a forum before to find other like me
I ha e so much more say but i will just leave it at this for now
My name is wez , look forward to seeing replies hopefully this forum is active