Hi, I have been dating my girlfriend for 4 months. Despite her living half an hour away, we are both gay, and she is not out to her strict religious parents. Anyways, the first couple times I saw her I was perfectly fine (but I was with friends). The last two dates we were alone, and each time I was gagging. The very last date, I vomited in a tunnel at a mall (how romantic). Right after vomiting, I felt so relieved and I felt like I could run a marathon. I feel SO bad that my anxiety is deteriorating me. Even when we facetime I start to gag, which is? Please brain, stop. Also, a disclaimer, I've had anxiety all my life and nausea isn't something new.