Exactly what's been going on with me after smoking one day... I got ridiculously high and remained for like 13 hours.I freaked out to my parents... They tried to calm me down but I told them I feel like I'm gonna be high forever... Well, it's one month later and I'm still feeling this surreal dreamlike ...thing... and I want out... So badly... I've gone everywhere with my mind from feeling like God is punishing me to feeling like I've died and I'm not even a real person anymore... It is very comforting to me to know that I am not alone. I am scheduling an appointment with my doctor next week finally. My dad told me that I might be deficient in certain vitamins and probably should start taking some multi vitamins or something. This whole thing has caused me tons of anxiety, delusion, depression, so I think that after this is through, I'll be seeing a therapist as well. I am normally very happy, driven, excited to travel, excited to see friends, it seems like all of that is meaningless right now because I can't enjoy it to its full potential. I don't know at this point. Just praying it leaves me soon.
hey lacey.. how can i get in contact with you i have some questions about this because im absolutely terrified
I would love to know from past post or recent post if there is anything that has helped balance out the feeling.
I have been feeling like I am in a state of surrealism for about 3 months now. It gradually got worse over the last 6 months. I was driving myself crazy trying to make people including my wife understand how I feel. I always said,"the best way to explain it, is that I feel like I am high on a drug but I am not." My doctor put me on Zoloft for the past month and I go back for a visit on 3/31 to follow up. I feel a little at ease and I can focus, but my body still feels the same. I feel good knowing that I am not alone and I would love to feel normal again. It is a very very scary feeling.
Yes, I know this was last year but.. I been feeling the exact same way buht mine is like im here but im not here when will it go away it scares me and i dont know how to control it i dont feel like myself anymore aha i want to tell doc.'s or counselors but they may think im crazy or somthing.. Its scary i juss wanna feel myself again :( I want to live my life and feel like im acctully here its crazy i thought i was by myself on this but thanks every comment on here was very helpful! Thank You so much :)
I feel this way all the time..ill be 21 next week n it scares me cuz i feel like i won't make it. i feel like everything is slow n fake ..i hate it n wish it stop . things aren't fun to me anymore n I'm always having blurred vision ..i need help please ...i just wanna live my life like i used ti