Thanks Silverbeg,
I sorta mispoke I trust the results I got for Gonahrea and Claymedia -- those are conclusive at the point I was tested.
Mainly I'm freaking out for things that would not be conclusive yet like syphillis or I was not tested for herpes,NSU.
Overall I do agree I need to see someone about my irrational fears, depression and anxiety and the compulsive behavior they feed into.
I have an appointment w/ my PCP scheduled and will do my best to stay positive until then.
Well this is a forum, where we do not know who you are, So I would say get help NOW!
You seem to have allot of insight into your feelings. but I really believe, when someone on this site say's they do not believe LAB results, I really believe there is nothing I can tell them. If you can't believe your lab results, then I can't waste the time to try in help, that is why I say go get help NOW!
You have insight into your illness, now work on it, would like to help, but from what I read and experience with others, when they say, they can't trust Medical results then anything I say, will go in one hear and out the other,, seek help and I am glad, you do not think of self harm, THATS THE COWARDS WAY OUT!
I am a very honest person in this forum and do not come on here, becuase I have nothing better to do, please seek help, and keep us posted.