jennifer-----in one of my posts i discussed a trick you can try. You put positive thoughts in-----on purpose. Watch funny movies (yes even while the thought is running in your head)or listen to comics on you tube---listen to pos music----self-generate positive thoughts---repeat like a mantra yes yes yes yes yes over and over even out loud---and importantly--laugh on purpose with no reason at all;--just start fake-laughing and it will become real---do it with a friend.....why not---looks silly? so what! silly is not anxiety!!! I know it is hard when it is happening but you can--you can---do iot. And you will once you see the magic of it. And no it does not work all the time---what does?. But it will work a lot of the time. So "just do it'. OK?
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Hello and welcome!
This is a very common form of anxiety, and it's usually triggered by feelings of guilt and regret, even shame in some cases. You have to keep one thing in mind...fear is not fact. Focus on the FACTS, not the FEAR.
The FACT is, you did the right thing by consulting with your doctor and being tested for STDs. You can be reassured that you did not get any STDs...the tests are more than reliable...not to mention, you had a pretty low risk to begin with for most STDs (zero for HIV).
The best thing you can do is not feed these thoughts. Keep yourself busy..distraction is anxiety's enemy. When you find yourself ruminating about this, or worrying about it...get engaged in something else. Tell yourself, out loud if you have to that you have nothing to worry about. Definitely do NOT search the internet about STDs..that will only fuel the anxiety like mad. You have scientific PROOF that indeed you have nothing to worry about.
If the anxiety persists after you make a concerted effort to put this out of your mind, then I would advise seeking professional help in the form of therapy, to help you work through this.
Good luck!
We were in an open relationship when we fooled around. No oral sex. Just fingering and his penis rubbed against my butt. I can't get this awful thought out of my head.
You might get some help with a little more info. Were you with your boyfriend when you fooled around? Oral sex involved? Are you upset because you didn't use protection? What is the source of your guilt is what i am wondering?
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