Hey tim902.
Welcome to the forum.
Professional regression Therapy is necessary.
This is very likely past event based, even if you might not be
aware of it.
Remar is probably on the right track, just don't rely on your memory.
Our Intellect knows so little, in comparison to what's held in the Subconscious.
Is it self-hypnosis that you're doing?
Please provide more details if you wish.
Cheers!
Niko
I'm sorry you're going through this. Health anxiety is not that uncommon. Do you have a reason for your fears, did someone in your family have cancer? Getting in to therapy might be a great idea to help with your anxiety.