I understand how overwhelming the stress of a chronic illness can be, especially when you pile on top of that the difficulty of finding medical professionals who understand and know how to help, and the school/career woes that most of us face.
Please do not lose hope. It is easy in low moments to start to lose hope and feel like giving up in one way or another. You have an entire chorus of people here who have been down this same road telling you that THERE IS HOPE. THERE ARE BETTER DAYS AHEAD. You can do this, and you have a lot of people here happy and willing to support you along the way.
If you're not interested in this kind of support, or you don't feel that you need it, please disregard. But in case you aren't aware that these resources are available, MedHelp has a Teen Depression Forum:
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Teen-Depression/show/185
Here's the main Depression Community:
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Depression/show/57
The Children's Special Needs Community is open to discussions of alternative education options, so the people there might have more ideas about what you can do to finish school:
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Children---Special-Needs/show/84
Please let me know if there's a particular kind of support that you are looking for that I can help find you. I need to go to sleep but I'm going to try to get you more resources. Do you want links to information to read up on autonomic disorders, or have you already had your fill of that sort of stuff on the internet?
Take care of yourself,
Heiferly.
PS
I'm sending you a private message as well. Check your inbox.
There are only a handful of these in the U.S. One is the Mayo Clinic. These are the ones I have seen listed and most will have information on line. They have phone numbers you could call. Others here might have more specific information and some in your area of Chicago might even know certain doctors that might be helpful.
- Vanderbilt Autonomic Dysfunction Center
- Cleveland Clinic Autonomic Laboratory
- Langone Dysautonomia Center
- Mayo Clinic Autonomic Neurology Group at Minnesota
The National Institute of Health also has a testing lab in Maryland and has some studies you might qualify for. If you need a link to their site let me know.
If you have a medical condition that keeps you from attending school it is my hope they have some program to bring the schooling to you so you can continue at your own pace. I hope you have an advocate who can check this out. Everyone has a right to an education. If you have dropped out without resources my guess is you can drop in again if they have resources available. You are eligible for education in most states up to the age of 19 altho it may be higher.
Also it is really important you have people you can talk to about what you are going through. I hope you find that here and that you also have some type of counselor available. I know from experience having others who understand the symtoms on a day-to-day basis is golden. This forum has lots of people going through similar circumstances so I hope you get lots of answers to your asking for help.
I guess most of all I want to say you are not alone in this and here you will find others willing to offer suggestions that will be helpful... Marie