Feeling flat anyways, have been bawled out by person I work for ...

[Fizzy74]

I am feeling flat today anyways, but got woken up this morning 5am by the person I work for bawling me out because I thought I wasn't going to be able to get into work (I am a contractor), I was going to work Weds/Thurs but he blasted me on text and then on email.

My motivation is at an all time low, I am meant to be doing work now and keep flicking to the internet etc, I have a broken ankle and since april there has been heaps of complications, I am on warfarin as well so having heaps of blood tests and feel a bit like a pin cushion!  

I have noticed too a lot of my friends have just drifted off, not interested in me or even bothered to see how I am!  So feeling a little bit lonely and sorry for myself I think.  Hubby is brilliant and my kids, but a lot of friends I thought would be there, or even just take me out for a coffee or something, haven't bothered, I can't drive so I know that is adding to my frustration.

I guess it may just be one of those days today!  Best I just suck it up and get on with it!  

Big hugs to everyone x

[lindahand]

I don't know why people vacate the premises whenever a 'friend' has a problem. It is pure selfishness.

I am sorry you are having a tough time of things.  I know I would be frustrated if I couldn't drive too. There was a time I couldn't drive and I felt trapped.

I hope work went okay for you. How are you feeling today?

[Fizzy74]

Thank you, I've been quite up and down with everything lately, so am making an appointment to see my psych doc, I haven't seen him since 2009!!!!!  

I just think we need to see if the combination I'm on is okay, and if not then change it!  Sometimes you can be fine and then all of a sudden it doesn't work anymore!  

Thanks heaps, hope you are okay x

[looloo141]

Oh fizzy!!! Thats awful on top of everything else!
No wonder you feel sorry for yourself, I would too..
Those friends will no doubt need you at some point, so remember this, you deserve better!
Not much I can say to make it better but we are here for you!
Hugs :)))