Having a very count to 10 quickly day ...

[Fizzy74]

If you know what I mean!  Have woken up not just on the wrong side of the bed, but wrong side of the house!!!!  

HAve already shouted at the kids about three times, and its not even 8.30am in the morning!  

Not sure what is triggering this off, especially as I have been doing really well.  Caught sight of my reflection in the mirror this morning and it hit home just how much weight I really have put on!  Instead of feeling down about that, I am actively going to do something, it can't continue.

But apart from that, feeling very very agitated extremely so!  A couple of my work projects have fallen to the wayside and I have made myself very unpopular with a few of my clients!  

Anyway better go, but just wanted to vent and try and get some of this pent up frustration out.  

Thanks and big hugs to everyone x

[zzzmykids]

Sometimes we displace our anger at others, especially those closest to us because we assume they will love us through it, or inspite of it.
If you are BP you may be having an ANGRY MANIA. Lots of us have the euphoric, like we are on speed mania but some of us experience more times than not the angry mania. Check with your Pdoc for answers. Be specific with him or her.
I didn't find out my raging was mania until later in life. Hope you find out before your kids are grown.
Good Luck,
zzzmykids

[tamster1]

I hope your day gets better.  It sounds like you are just having an off day and need to regroup and start again.  I can relate to what you are feeling though...I just got back from my doctors office for the same things.  

Have a great day!  I hope tomorrow is brighter.