I am all over the place one second I’m at 20 if that’s the worst and then I’m at a 1 if that’s the best I hate this part It just depends on who's around me I hate being told what to do when I'm like this or should I say bossiness’ and rude ness this place is my sanctuary I think I would be so much more angry and frustrated if I couldn’t come here thank u for this
You better get your dang act together...I thought you were just ignoring me ... (my schizo) kicking in .... but I was wondering what happened to you??? I was in ALL levels today and I guess it was a good thang you weren't here to hear my ***** SESSION .. LMAO ...Glad your back...I was nice then mad then violent then pissed off then shaking then had a panic attack then it got a little better and then I wanted to cut my forehead open and pull out my brain throw it in the floor and stomp on it ... I was sick of it....then I got a little nice....then OF COURSE I COULDN'T FREAKIN SLEEP, then got sleepy then had another attack now i am awake and I need to be asleep...I am going to go get in the bed anyway..cuz now I am hurting like a mo foe ...LMAO ......
GLAD YOUR HERE HUN .... :) HUGS? I won't hurt you come on, it's ok really..... :) LMAO
MAY GOD BE WITH US ALL FOR REAL !!!!
sam
Hovering between a 4 and an 8, depending on my day with you know who coming in and out of the picture...GRRR.... BP wise, I only felt depressed when he dropped the bombshell, otherwise that Wellbutrin is kicking butt. I am hoping to make it to a 9 and stay there. Now that I am at peace with my situation, I think it will get there! Thanks!
I just want to cry, again, I can not believe this day....I can't believe that the receptionist would be ALLOWED to talk to me this way...she was a %^&*^%$&^ ...AND I am going to find out IF she can....It took all my will power and the grace of God FOR HER ... for me not to drag her out from behind the counter and beat her face in.... I was crying and all I could do is cover my face with my hands...I was shaking with such rage !!! I woke up in a rage so I guess it didn
t help when the Phsyc. Doctor didn't bother explaining anything about the prescription he had just written for me...he said "this is what I have to offer you" I said OK, but I am about to fall apart here..I started to cry and he said"what did you want?..a bunch of drugs?.."...I couldn't believe this was happening...I said NO ... they had had me on so many before and I thought you might even give me Prozac since that was what the Neurologist even gave me for my Migraines.....he said NO, that is it..that's all...I was devastated...I did not want a bunch of drugs...YOU FREAKIN #$%&&*(()%$ . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS PISSED OFF TO SAY THE LEAST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY .............. I am trying to still calm myself down.............and it is not easy either.................. OK OKOKOKOKOKOK I HAVE TO GO LAY DOWN NOW...I AM NOT DOING VERY WELL RIGHT NOW .... SORRY TO YOU ALL....SAM
My week couldn't be worse. There probably isn't a number low enough or negative enough to describe it. I'm so tired of living this way. I don't understand why there's nothing anybody or anytning can do to help me get some semblance of stablization.