This is my first post here... and I feel like I'm going crazy. I just turned 14 last month. Last year, I was searching online about Bipolar, cause I knew there was something wrong with me. When I looked at the symptoms, they sounded exactly like me, all of the symptoms for both mania and depression. I took the quizzes online to see if I have Bipolar (I know that they aren't always that reliable) and all of them said yes. Now when I look back to when I was around 11 years old, I do see a lot of the signs for mania. I already knew I was depressed in one way or the other. Or maybe the mania symptoms back then came from my low blood sugars, since I am a Type 1 Diabetic. Once, when I was trying to fall asleep, I had a hallucination of these two voices arguing. There was a static sound the entire time which kept growing louder and then it stopped all of a sudden. My parents don't exactly know anything about this, since I never told them anything. They probably just think that I'm very,very moody. The rest of my family seems to think that too. Some days, like this week, I can go from being extremely happy and productive to laying in bed and crying for no reason at all. Any opinions on if I have Bipolar or not? And I just read that Bipolar gets worse over time, and it really seems like that for me. I really want to tell someone. And I can't exactly tell my parents, we're not that close and I don't know how to tell them anyway. Any thoughts, please?