Relationships

[NWBPII011011]

I'm newly diagnosed with BP II. I feel confused & really bad for my most recent relationship. He won't talk to me anymore which is causing episodes. We work together so I occasionally run into him which also causes episodes. I'm afraid I'll never find someone who wants to be with me or if I do that I'll ruin the relationship. The last one was ruin mutually by both of us. I just wish I could stop obsessing about it. I'm also feeling sad because I know I won't be able to hang out with my friends I used to party with anymore. I feel like a big chapter of my life is or has ended which is causing depression. I just want to feel better, but I feel afraid I'll always be alone & part of me thinks that's ok. Any advice on relationships would be great. The meds & lifestyle changes are helping, but I'm really struggling with this subject. Thanks!

[NWBPII011011]

Seeing my therapist today. Thank you for the advice. :)

[therese83]

You sound negative, which could be depression, obsessing is a sign that you are not well and go back to the Doc.