Yup, I'm done with her as of yesterday. She called and wanted to chat and the empathetic part of me took over. The conversation revolved around all of the same stuff I talked about above. I finally had enough, told her that I understood how difficult it is to be BP, but that she was making things far worse on herself through her current decisions. I suggested she drop old and new flames, start actively seeking employment and get her life together. She became upset, came after me with some nasty comments and I ended the conversation by telling her that she was a user and self-absorbed.
Thank you for the good advice.
Both, Starbunny and I have given you some clues that this girl is not good for you.
Sometimes we can't decide this for ourselves because we are too involved emotionally. Each time we have written you come back with reasons, excuses she is this way.
It is NOT a healthy relationship for you and she does not have your interests at heart only what she can get.
Maybe at one time this was a mutual, two way friendship but she has found out, the old saying, "Hey if a person will let you have it, why not take and take and take it?"
Your decision. Here's hoping you choose your best interests and think of your own health in this situation.
Just cut the tie to her,
zzzmykids
Well, what frustrates me the most is the fact that she puts herself in BAD external situations when she isn't stable. Her current relationship is obviously a bad deal, it's causing her a lot of anxiety and anger, but she won't do anything about it. I know that there is another ex-boyfriend who has popped back up; another bad situation. Their relationship ended very, very badly, BECAUSE SHE WASN'T STABLE. It's just going to be a vicious circle.
I don't know, it's just getting old. I don't think that I can have a relationship with her because I am not going to humor her or her decisions anymore. I am the only person in her support circle that points out the things in her life that are potential problems. I have been doing so with care and patience, but I am getting to the point where I feel I need to be blunt. I'm going to end up telling her exactly what I think, she won't bother to listen, and it will be the end of the relationship anyway.
Plus, a part of that conversation will revolve around her lack of employment. If she's stable enough to screw around all day and spend time copious amounts of time with her new beau, then she can work.
I think this woman is abusing your good nature and friendship. You have been there for her through thick and thin and now she has found another man whome she is co-dependent on she is cutting you out of her life.
I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but if it were me I would distance myself emotionally from this person. You have been taking on her problems as your own because you care for her deeply, and this has been taking it's toll on you.
She isn't prepared to take responsibility for her illness or listen to the good advice you have given, there is nothing more you can do, except protect yourself.
We have all taken on somebody else's baggage at some point and got involved with people with complicated lives. There is nothing wrong with that. However these people (usually) are special and deserve and appreciated our help. It is worth the emotional energy invested.
If it were me I would give her her space and invest my emotional energy helping people that would bring joy into my life, not sorrow.
Sorry for sounding harsh, always say it how it is mate. x
I do see where you are coming from. However, she's been off of the Seroquel for several months now; she hurt for a few weeks and we talked over that period of time.
The main problem I have is that this has occurred before and I always let her back into my circle of friends. Several years ago, she just disappeared on me, I left her several messages just stating that I was worried about her, but she never got back in touch with me.. I recieved a letter about a month later where she apologized for it and just basically gushed over how kind I had been to her and how she valued my friendship. I left her a message thanking her for the letter and AGAIN, never heard from her. So, I shot her the same kind of message I did recently,telling her that I didn't like the one way communication. She called me back and said that "the letter didn't really mean that she wanted to talk to me, just that she wanted to thank me".
But, she got in touch with me over Facebook last summer (I hadn't heard from her in three years) and wanted to talk. SOO we started chatting again, but the wheel has come full circle...
I just don't know if I can keep putting the energy into it.
Dear bpchrisb,
You have on occasion been very patient with my rants, self endulgence and border line narcicism. When I am bad, very few others problems matter. I turn the phones off, home line and cell. I don't answer emails, personal ones. I took myself off of facebook completely recently because I just couldn't handle the daily yah yack, yackity yack of others....all my friends. And the phone, minor chit chat just hurts my ears when extremely low.
Understand what it is to go off meds plus pain meds cold turkey due to the ineptness of a gp. It screws with the brain for quite a while and also changes you. For me, I got angry, didn't want certain relationships because they were different before the cold turkey. One has never recovered and she was there for me for years and years and with me through the withdrawals, another has lasted through it but we don't see eachother often.
Maybe she is just angry about the results of her brain function and feelings after the seroquel. I am giving her the benefit of the doubt.
Maybe she is worse, self destructing and pushing the one person that knows her best away, because she doesn't want to get better.
I would not take this as a personal attack or her just being mean. I would look at it as she is pushing you away because you always give her good advice and council. She may not want it, she may want to self destruct. In that case, she needs you more than ever.
If she won't go to her psych, can't get a job because of how messed up she is right now and reaching out to a destructive relationship instead of you, well, I'd say she is emotionally comitting suicide without physically doing it.
Just a thought.
Your friend, zzzmykids