I do the same thing the only time we get out is when i have to do the grocey shopping or wash clothes! I hate myself.
I never have any energy to do any thing I am so sick of my self and complaing about It. i just don;t know what to do.:{ I feel horrible for my kids.
I am in therapy have tried to go to school and i take on line classes. I am doing horrible I can't remember the misinformation. I think I have ADD. Think psychiatry told me at this age it doesn't matter! I am 42 I was blown away Where else can I go for help. he has me on stratera. When I am in school I wanna go home so bad i can't even think straight. I am diagnosed with bipolar 2. and anxiety. I cant retain information. I forget everything.! I want to go to school so bad but i feel forced. when i am there i am mad. my moods are horrible. i feel like a caged bird.
It's an awful feeling all around. Then when I actually do follow through I feel like I should have a parade in my honor for being able to do something that everyone else does on a daily basis. The guilt just eats me!
no your not alone..you really mean it though,,when you say it..then out of nowere,,you wont do it..its anxtys related,,among others possibly agorphobia.
I was diagnosed with chronic paranoid schizophrenia but I can relate because before I took medication I couldn't keep long term goals at all. Now I have trouble keeping them because my goals get destroyed along the way to achieving them because I guess I set my goals too high for one person alone to achieve and then life steps in and messes them up (computer failure, for example?) so I try to set lower goals I can achieve on my own.