I want to Thank everyone for their advice & friendship. I went to the ER & they kept me. I just got home, I knew they would. I mean it is my luck *L*. I got out with the promise that I follow up with the Neuro. tomorow. They didn't want to released me, but not happily. I HAD to be there to get my Daughter for tomorrow. I have no doubt that I will be slammed back at first light in the A.M.
This is what I learned so far.
My blood count had dropped 3 points in the last month. I just had 3 units of blood before the surgery in Sept.
The fear they have is something knicked me at the operation I just had. The other issue was the spasms I was having. I still have them but not as often. They gave me Depakote & increased my Dylantin too. The nausea is caused by my blood pressure raising & the seizures I resumed having due to the Depakote being reduced. The Neuro. is seeing me tomorrow in the A.M. to put me on a new seizure med, as the Depakote has caused me to gain 40 lbs. Albeit mainly due to Edema & the Depakote. The jerking IS indeed renewal of my Seizure's, thanks to reducing my Depakote & Dylantin.
My eyes weren't crossing as I thought, but they were jumping as I had a seizure. Needless to say I am VERY upset. I have luck, albeit bad lately *L*.
I haven't slept at all in the last 3 days. I figure I will crash sooner or later. They gave me an Ambien, but I had very bad nightmares, so I won't do that again!!! The repetitive foot swinging & a CONSTANT 'drive' of dizziness just is making me nuttier then I already am.
I had ground my teeth together so badly & repeativily (sp) that I split a bottom tooth! *lovely*.
I felt more in control after getting renewal of the seizure meds. I am still having the jerks, but a lot less.
I now admit what I have ignored since the Neuro. resumed the seizure meds ( & Depression).
I have hid the symptoms for the last few mth's, that I AM sick. I am beyond upset. Heck, I am crushed, & very, very tired. I crave rest & the shaking & jerking to end, ot at the very least to cut down!
1 of my sons comes from Spain Friday, he will freak if I am in the hospital again. He has said if I went in again he would insist My Daughter & I move back to IN from OK.
My Daughter-in-law wants to come & take care of me until I am better. I just hate that, but admit I am VERY tired though. It would be great to have someone baby me for a change..*grins*
Anyhow this incredibily long rant is to tell ya'll that I don't know much yet, but I AM better! I INSIST!!!
Thanks again for caring! Tres